Think about it.

I'm starting on a story, two actually. one of them i started a few months ago, its a murder story. and this one, is going to be a vampire story. I know i'll prob. never get anywhere with my writing... but at least i tried. I'm young, i have time to do it. I hope one day someone will know my name because of an amazing book i wrote. I hope i get lucky, *laughs*

Last night, my power went off. it was terrible. 20 miles an hour winds with 14 degree temps didn't make this girl very happy go lucky. But once it cut back on two hours later, i cuddled with my heater and ate a bowl of hot soup. I miss the fall, its my favorite season, that and spring. I don't really like winter and summer; one of them is too cold, the other too hot.

:)

doom doom do doom.

So far, the day has done everything but be good. *groan* Not only is it ten degrees outside, my family life inside sucks. My parents fight, my dogs want to kill each other and i feel like i'm drowning in water with no way to get out. It's terrible. But, one good thing did happen. *Grin* And what helps me keep going through this day... i hope.

I got a new book yesterday at the mall, thank the angels. I needed a new one. I have this huge list of books i want to get that have either not come out yet, or i have yet to find them. *Checks list* I still have a lot to go.

I hope everyone on this little world is having a much better day then i am.
even when i try to lift my head up and out of the water, something keeps pushing me back down.

Birthday.

Finally 18! woopwoop! I'm not too sure how i should feel though. i mean, should i suddenly feel older? or something? Really, 18 means i'm an adult. I don't feel like i am. Maybe I'm still in shock that even after my wonder bad luck i'm still kicking to be 18. Who know? I don't. Maybe it will just hit me sometime today when i don't even realize it. like a hit in the gut or something. oh well.